well i signed the lease on my new apt. today. i'm excited, but there is lots to be done. i'll have lots of help this weekend. i have really good people in my life. i don't understand why some people just can't be nice. sometimes it's really hard being in love with someone in a band. the dumb band whores just don't go away. i'll never understand that mentality. i mean, how could you even associate yourself with someone who is only nice to you when they're on top of you!? isn't it obvious? i have to remind myself that things that i consider to be rational thoughts aren't the things that these types of people think of. i'm not unloading with malice, so i won't name any names, but i do feel better for throwing these thoughts out into the abyss